I need help , I go out with this guy for 2 years now , everything was cool at first until march 18,2011 , he first put his hands on me , I cried and cried telling him to stop and he kept punching my face choking me throwing me on the floor , he constantly checks my phone and I know he’s cheating on me , and I can’t leave him becuz he won’t let me , ever when I was 6 months PREGNET he still hits me and punches me in my stomache telling me and he hopes me and the baby does , I lost my child a few weeks after , I had to show up to work with brusises on my face becuz I was a manager I know live with his uncle becuz I have no place to live , he kisses my ass alot becuz he Dosent want to leave me but there’s times where he still choke me or hit me in the face, I’m scared of my future with him , he’s young and irresponsible , I recently started speaking to another guy and spent the night with him and he make me feel beautiful and happy , he has a great job and he has a head on his shoulders , he’s not the only guy that Dosent want me with my abusive bf but Wat can I do I can’t get out of this relationship I no longer want ! I got a job at chase bank and I wanna move but sometimes I’m afraid he’s gonna kill me becuz he once put a screw driver towards my face saying he would I don’t know Wat to do I wanna be with the new guy but he told me I shud get my life together and get my own place but I think my feelings are moving to fast and my boyfriend is buying me things and trying to make me feel good cuz I told him I didn’t love him anymore I don’t look thru his phone or Facebook cuz its not worth it , I know he cheated on me so many time and he probably is still doing it , I’m sooo confused heartbroken and said and idk Wat to do anymore I needed to write down my feelings and I know tumblr wud never judge me

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